the other day, i was jammin in my room to the old rap, that all the "big kids" that we knew of listened to when we were 7. and we wanted to be "cool" like them. and i remembered everything from back then. the times where we'd go to the park and ride our bikes, or when hangingout with friends was called a playdate , or walking around with mp3's blasting our heads out. now, everythings different. chicks ride dicks, hangingout's considered getting high. and walking around means picking a fight with someone random kid that you see on the streets that we don't like. akon popped up on the ipod yesterday, and i remembered my mom telling me to turn it off. and that i wasn't allowed to listen to that type of music, i'd alwaays ask why. now i know why. he swore, talked about sex, drugs, fights on the street. and all that. i was a baby, and didn't know the shit of this world. definitely know now though, and i wish i didn't. "the big kids do it, why can't i?" if only i knew.. oh well. life goes on, that was then , this is now.all the old music that we used to listen to, are still indeed really good. cause it speaks the truth about how everything's for real and how it goes. but we really didn't need to be around it when we were that young. one of the reasons why a highschool shouldn't be right next to an elementary school. the little peace left here needs to get around, and catch on quick. we need to save the decent bit of humanity while there's still a few fifth graders not saying fuck every 3 seconds. it's really sad to see, and to realize that it's the truth. when in reality, you wish everyone could just get along, and there wouldn't be the problems there to stand in your way. but i guess the problems in life is what make you see and appreciate all the good in it. now i finally know why people say times are tough, it's because life is rough.